I am a little shy when it comes to sharing my feelings to other people and sharing what is really going on in my life, so it is hard for me to really find someone who can be a true best friend. When I think of a best friend, I think of a girl, because a girl will most likely know what I am going through; I think of someone who won't judge me when I screw up, because I will. I think of someone who has been through some of the same things or at least knows how to handle it. And I think of a Godly women. In my life I have had only one true best friend. I confided in her, I cried in front of her, I screwed up in front of her, and I grew in front of her. She was there when my cousin died and when my youth pastor got fired. Now she is in college and far away. I don't have anyone to talk to now, except for my youth pastors wife. I love her. Her name is Jacki Cananda King. She is amazing. I can talk to her about the sins that I struggle with, about how I am struggling with my future, and about anything. She is amazing and I feel like we are almost the same. She is real with me. She lets me know when I am messing up and rebukes me for that. That is the best friend that I want. I know that I have a best friend in her I just want someone my own age.
How do you find someone who is on the same spiritual maturity level or higher when you are in high school. All the girls at my church are amazing but I couldn't confide in them because of the maturity level factor. I am the oldest one who comes to almost every event. I wish finding a best friend was easier. I have a twin sister but she doesn't want a close relationship. I guess, prayer is the only way I can go right now. If you have any advice please comment. I appreciate your comments.
